Great. Guess I must be one of the dullest humans on the planet then.
I have a very short attention span most of the time. I do my very best to push past this and really concentrate every once in a while although this rarely works. This is why I don't actually study. Today I have been crazily bored with everything for no reason I can pinpoint. I've been walking around the house in my Stotes T-shirt with my hair in a knot atop my head doing very little. I can't focus enough to read, I tried cleaning my room but lost interest, I've lost patience with the gorgeous vintage super eight camera I have inherited (more about that later!). I began an ongoing list of Things I Lose, but didn't feel like finishing it (you could say I lost enthusiasm- get it? It's a list of things I lose and I lost something while working on it. Hahaha I am so not funny).
Things I Am Often At A Loss For:
- Patience
- Attention
- Lipbalm
- Words
- Pencils (so I stick them in my hair sometimes, although then I forget that I put them there)
- Time
I did make my first entry in that beautiful blue notebook I wrote about earlier. I started working on a piece that's been in my mind awhile, and it was nice to finally put it on paper. Writing in a brand new notebook always makes me a bit hesitant. I'm nervous I'll mess up its blank beauty. That's the story of my life sometimes: I want to say or do something, but I'm worried it'll ruin whatever peace or relationship is currently there. Once I started writing, the uncertainty left, and I'm glad I decided to begin.
In other extremely random news: I realized today that my bulletin board of Emma Watson pictures and clippings from newspapers and magazines has begun to resemble a shrine. I do not know how I feel about this.
Sorry for wasting your time with this blather of a post, I'll write a better one soon, most likely complete with a picture of my Emma temple for your viewing pleasure!
Me now in my bored frenzy:
Also: I am almost at 200 views, yay! (Rather pathetic) blogging milestone!
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